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LOL, hah, i was such a loser when i was a kid. Hmm i wonder if anyone even still uses lj? its all about myspace nowadays. Heh, i was such a loser last year i fell so stupid for all those poems and whatnot owell it brings back memories :) and i miss them, i love lj :) keep pwning:)
- RbG
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| Time: | 10:12 pm. |
| Mood: |  cheerful.. | | Music: | lake bodem - children of bodem. |
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▫To say I'd die for you isn't enough. Thats too weak. I'd live through the most intense excruciating pain for all eternity just for you because you're worth it. Dying is giving in, i'd keep fighting for you. I love you. -- The Notebook.
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Saturday, April 2nd, 2005
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| Time: | 1:33 am. |
| Mood: | happy as fucking hell.. | | Music: | None.. |
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yo im fucking fine but ive fucking made a fucking scientific breakthrough!, okay the useage of marijuana can increase your usuage of your brain because you think SO much that your brain swells right and you keep thinking therefore using more of your brain and if you keep smoking you keep thinking and your brain keeps getting better and then if you stop you stop thinking as much, but you have to be carefull that you dont get hooked and your eyes dont go all fucked up because it makes your eyes better and if you smoke too much ( which is a fucking lot )you'll go blind and also if you have too much you'll get so smart you'll get stupid, so you have to smoke alot, then stop then smoke alot then stop because you have to let it get out of your system...think about it you may think im crazy but what did people think of einstein and fucking that guy that found out the world was round, think about it guys.....
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i was laying there in my bed at 5:30 in the morning and thinking about stuff and i think i have something... people dont think people are " cool " because they are immature right( people who are neerdy ), but people that are too mature are annoying as well, ( like people like pot heads ) so " cool " people are people who are immature at time and mature at times but the right times theres my point.
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| Time: | 2:46 pm. |
| Mood: |  scared.. | | Music: | none.. |
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so today in the morning i couldn't breath that well and i didnt wanna go to school so i missed my bus, then my mom drove me to school and i told her i couldn't breath then i went to this " natropathic " doctor and she gave me some pills i fell asleep and got a call my brother was perfusly throwing up at school so my mom was gonna go to credit vally but then she came home with my brother, ireally didnt want him to die i didnt even get to say bye to him:(, but its all good now hes home but hes still red and stuff and i still can breath properly my doctor said it was a reaction from the shot. fuck why does everyone crush under peer pressure its so stupid like if you dont want to do something then dont. Ive learned my lesson.
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i miss all of my old life, now i just feel different like wttf why did i change? i fucking hate change even if you fucking dont want it it happens i guess its just a part of life, but now i feel like such a fucking loser and my grades are dropping i can do the work but why dont i do it? i want to but yet i fucking dont do it, i have no insentive i fucking know how sammy felt when she had a bad life, i fucking hate mine right now.
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Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005
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Saturday, February 26th, 2005
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holy shit i just had the weirdest/scariest dream:| i was in ths new basement which kinda looked lke mine sorta and everything was fine but then all the lights went off and we started hearing things then we started to see ghosts and shit i was scared shitless butmy mom was brave and she used some thing, i dunno what it was i think it was a vaccum or something and she kept getting rid of them but the ghosts were scary i made eye contact with one it was a little girl i was pretty freaked out by the end i was soooo scared and then i was like hey what if this is a dream?, then i woke up.
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Friday, February 18th, 2005
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| Time: | 9:02 pm. |
| Mood: | good i love sum1. |
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so i like this girl shes really cute and ive liked her before and now i like her again i feel so good when im around her she makes me feel so happy:) i love you ( person i cant say:P ).
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Thursday, February 17th, 2005
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couple last days, ive been getting detetion from my fucking gym teacher and hes an ashhole, but in a way hes super nice i think im fucking physco cuz i started to think of a way of getting him back like egging his car or whatnot but then i stumbled upon a thought of murdering him i actually thought of doing it but not a way how i was actually scared cuz i actually thought of doing it but then i realized that no1 should fuckig die over giving someone a detention thats dumb o well, and anywys after the detention i have really no1 to hang around with so i just stay by myself, its actually not that bad i think im going to end up a loner and just wander around the school every luch i feel like such a loser but i like it in a way also people aren't liking me as much anymore, isnt that great?:), ya so very great o well what the hell am i going to do cant do anything about it so im just gonna let it go
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Sunday, February 13th, 2005
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| Time: | 1:25 am. |
| Mood: | satisfied. | | Music: | thanks for the venom - my chemical Romance. |
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i love you like venom,
at first its not that much,
but then it starts to spread,
more and more each second,
every second is like every day,
i love you and your growing on me more everyday,
i love you steph
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Saturday, February 12th, 2005
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im so scared that she wont like the real me,
i know she loves me now..but what about after,
nobody knows...only god,
the one and only,
i hope that im good enough for her,
i really hope she likes me,
finally i get somebody to like me,
hopefully i dont fuck this one up.
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Friday, February 11th, 2005
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heyheyheyyyyy whats up?, thats what i thought heheh. fucking feeell ssoooooooooo good ohh yeah:) finally ive felt like shit for the past like fucking 3 weeks!:D i love life when it treats you right, happyness is the best feeling of all... a artificial happyness just doesnt cut it for me nothing is better than a natural happyness.....
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Monday, February 7th, 2005
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| Time: | 7:15 pm. |
| Mood: |  depressed. | | Music: | none.. |
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so, i watched this movie and it i feel excatly like it!, like wtf:| is something wrong with me?, im fucking scared i dont wanna be like this forever:( here's the link http://www.fat-pie.com/scribblewatch.htm cept for the people and the " feeling safe " stuff i feel like shit always.
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Sunday, January 30th, 2005
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everything is FUCKED up in my love life i like the people i cant get, So why do i lke them maybe its cuz i cant get them... i dont know somethimes i just feel like i wanna die, but what the fuck? thats just stupid die over girls pshhh, o well i keep wandering on in life sort of trying in school it feels like im so alone but im not i have my friends there with me... but why? why do i feel so lonely. its not fair... fucking hott people but not all hot poeple have it good they think their ugly when their not and they dont see that their hot.. sometimes i just wanna be like amber and have fucking no one talk to me but that would be stupid. I dont even know why the fuck i tell someone i like them they dont even fucking do shit why the fuck should i evren tell them theres no point i wish life wasnt so hurtfull fuck like i dont think anyone has deserves the right to feel this way unless they have done something wrong and i didnt even do anything im a good kid i try to help people and this is the thanks i get?, oh thats just great thank you god... very much :). Like what the fuck am i sopposed to do?, like fucking create world peace or some shit i guess im not the only one out there in the world that feels like this and i guess i shouldn't be complaining because other people out there have it worse... but most days i feel like why the fuck should i get out of this bed... i fucking have nothing to live for.....
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Saturday, January 29th, 2005
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| Time: | 11:38 pm. |
| Mood: | hangovered. | | Music: | none biiaattccchh. |
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7 days were left...
i had to find an answer,
nobody has before...
they were too afraid,
afraid of dying...
but im not,
i will go to the greatest lengths,
to find out the awful truth,
4 days later...
still no answer,
with one day to spare i found the answer,
the answer to the question i was looking for,
and now i see why nobody has found it,
and why they were so scared,
i wish i had never found out that answer,
i'd rather have died.
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Tuesday, January 25th, 2005
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today is the last day:O aww, im so gonna miss my drama and business class:(. o well hopefully i got some good class's next semester like no1 has any of my fucking class's:( o well. My drama presentation was shit. But o well with that too its was fucking worth 30% FUCKING 30%!!!
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Thursday, January 20th, 2005
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| Time: | 11:00 am. |
| Mood: | trippy. | | Music: | none im in class. |
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yeye business AGAIN havent been here for 3 days now i think my teachers mad at me but she doesnt say anything o well fuck im screwed for drama were presenting our exam 2moro. i think david is gay he keeps fucking touching me on my back and shit and saying hi hassan;) im fucking scared:| anyhow ya im fucked for drama ive only looked at the script once and im going to loyola 2moro:) too see trini cuz i was sopposed to monday but i was sick and my mom didnt let me go. So to make up for it i bought her a card. ill brb presentations. yo that took up the whole period and i have to present 2moro!:O o well ill do a good job cuz i know what im talking about so its all good i gtg later.
- Hassan Hakim Mohammed Ali
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Monday, January 17th, 2005
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my heart started to beat faster,
i felt cold,
im going to die i thought,
but i dont want to...im not ready to die,
but if god wants me to go then i must,
its time for me to go,
i love each and every one of youwith all my heart,
too bad i wont be able to say it to you,
to your faces,
i wish i could,
i love you all.
last night i wrote that thinking i was going to die, but im glad i didnt.
-Hassan Hakim Mohammed Ali
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Friday, January 14th, 2005
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so, im going to explain my venture to the bathroom. Today i actually thought of going to the bathroom instead of dicking around and going to the caf seeing friends...etc. SO the first bathroom was the ( the one nearest to me ) so i was like fuck. So then i went to the next bathroom ( sign of door which said sorry this bathroom is temperarily out of service ) wtf!? 2 in a ROW no way that sucks os then i decided to visit jess, but then wen i got to her classroom the door was shut and the lights were off. So i decided to go to the bathroom near the guitar class and i saw tommy so i got 10 bucks cuz he owed me and outa nowhere i feel this hand on my ass and i turn around and its krystle so i was like sick, ( she was wit johnny ) so me johnny and her walked around for a bit then krystle had to get back to class. Shortly after that i went to business. Johnny had nowhere to go cuz he was skipping which sucks. anyways later.
-Hassan Hakim Mohammed Ali
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